Step 3-How do I understand God?

Turning it all over, life and will, is quite a stretch.
How well do I know this God and how do I approach Him?

I had to see God as alive, the architect of all, knower of all and all powerful. This God had to be flawless for me to accept that He could take over my everything and leave me without worry. I made a decision that my God could be this awesome person and over time I have come to feel really good about turning things over as they come to me. The unburdening grows as my relationship grows and diminishes when I do not do my part to keep it current, active and alive. I MUST PRAY, listen, write, pray, listen and share my hurts as soon as they happen. Praying and sharing with program people (12 step followers) as stuff happens, allows me to stay in the NOW and let go of the latest problem(s).

"Here I am Lord, relieve me of this problem so I can be of value to Your kingdom! Show me Your will today and encourage me to follow-Amen!"