While making this searching and fearless moral inventory of me, I ask how do I spend time looking at /really seeing this Scott.
I have learned that to make a conscious effort to step outside of myself and to look at exactly how I do each thing that I do-whether it be simply looking at my hand movement during expression or watching my entire body as I walk; this observance of me as I express care and concern for how I was created and how I operate helps me to love myself. This decision (loving myself) was one that freed me of much burden and guilt. I do accept responsibility for where I am in life so that I can move on, however, the creation of me, my history and my path I see as something preplanned by God with concepts away beyond anything I will ever comprehend. That being said I honestly believe that everyone of us always does his/her best. The forgiving of me and the resulting sense of freedom allows real clear views of who I am as I undertake to be honest with an inventory. I will continue to spend lots of time simply observing, getting to know, not judging and loving this creature called Scott. Just like the most important relationship in my life (God), this relationship with me deserves much time love and nurturing if it is ever going to be workable
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