Friday, September 18, 2009

9 followed by 10=FREEDOM

I have thought much and deeply about the freedom I sense this year as I ponder the gratitude I feel in completing step 9-so much more profound than ever before! Possibly final amends and peace about my life and relationship with dad as he passed on in July. All the work that has gone into my recovery regarding dad and the final goodbye as I held him and he left so peacefully-our earthly work together done and successful (that is how I felt anyway).

Being able today to take an emotion to program, apply step 10 (what's wrong+amend it NOW) and live freely in the moment, reasonably happy and content whether in pain or not-wow, never thought it possible. This 9th month's work has thus rewarded me and my prayer is that someone else (everyone else) may experience this as well.

Oh Lord that we may experience You and That Freedom NOW!

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