Bud #1-on the run a few short years ago. My pets always teach me that while in this world, time is the measure of life, so better dig as deep as I can and take one more step in recovery again, again and again as strength permits. "No pain no gain" is true I believe today, but because this a WE program, I don't have to take it alone any more and neither do you! Let's grow together with steps or apart without them!
Whoever grew up as I did in total unpredictability will understand how uncomfortable "admitting powerlessness" feels. We as children, developed survival skills that buried fear so it would not cripple us emotionally. We made ourselves powerful in our own heads so as not to feel defeated by life. Now our program asks us to surrender our survival techniques and come emotionally naked before our peers admitting we have nothing to protect ourselves with! Wow-scary huh? Reaching out as little children for help from a Greater source!
Seems we must allow ourselves to be vulnerable and truly experience the fear we hid from for so long, if we are going to truly be free. By free we also mean we will be able to love, both give and receive it because we are dropping the walls that seemed to protect us but really kept all out and all in, completely blocking any possibility of change (healing, growth, pain, joy everything).
"So here we are Lord, trembling with the hope we are told You will provide us with for trusting You and stepping out in faith-Amen"
Pray Pray Pray away the day and the results feel right! Play Play Play away the day and wonder what would have/could have been!
PRAY TWO WAY PRAYERS AND BE SATISFIED NOW WITH THE ANSWERS!
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